People say you'll be more like yourself when you are with someone whom you love and loves you back, you don't hide don't act don't lie and not afraid to be wrong. But I don't feel it anymore, as 1613 days, 38712 hours, 2322720 minutes, and 139363200 seconds that I've been with you passed, I hide I act I lie and I'm afraid to be wrong in front of you. At the moment, you are someone that I feel like a stranger in my life, I can't talk to you as I used to. After so many times we've had heart to heart conversation about our lives, it feels strange now, different, how I hate myself to lie in your face, put on the mask and be someone else instead of being the real me, smile to you as everything is just fine, and act like nothing have ever happened. For this time only baby, I can't be me because you won't let me, you are the reason why I'm like this. If you just let me be myself, this will never ever happen to us. Starting from this moment, I rather keep it myself, to the bottom of my heart, and let time heals the pain. All I want is to be alone. Enough.
