You asked me once what do I think of God.
We are not alone in this world. Definitely not. Even when you think that you are, you are not. God has sent you angels. To protect you. And whenever He gives you difficulty, it is because He loves you. He knows that you are strong and able to accept His test and decision. Whenever you think like you have failed in your life, please know that He never fails you. When you think your plan is ruinned, just know that He has better plan for you. It's not that always we get what we want in this life. Sometimes we don't get what we want because He has prepared something better for us, if it's not in this world, inshaAllah in hereafter. I know that sometimes you feel confuse about life and you get carried away by emotions. All He wants is just simple, He wants you to learn and turn back to Him. I know that am not a perfect person and I cannot answer all your questions about God. But all I know is that you cannot be a bad person because you think there is someone else who is worst than you, so that's okay to be bad. Why not thinking vice versa. You wanna be a good person because many other people are better than you and you wanna improve too. And I know you are a good person because you have a heart of an angel. You help people even when you cannot help yourself.
And I told you God is Great. And you asked me again what do I think of God. God is God.